On this easter sunday & I can't help but be so thankful for what Jesus did for me. In church we watched clips of the movie "The Passion" which depicts the life & death of Jesus & I couldn't help but feel like I could never measure up in His eyes...Romans 3:23for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, BUT
24being justified as a gift by His grace through the redemption which is in Christ Jesus (Thank God I don't have to)
Lately, Ryan & I have been tested & I feel like we are constantly being attacked yet we stand firm in our love for each other & the Lord. Our hope/identity rest in Him alone. That being said, our life is not by any means "easy". We are struggling & going through ALOT right now & everyday seems like battle.... I share this with you so that we can gain the support of friends & fellow christians & so that if you are struggling you can rest assured that you are not alone. I know that there are ALOT of people suffering right now, be it financial, emotional, physical & when I think of some of the things our friends & the rest of the world is going thru our problems seem so miniscual. But I also know that any problems we may have....God does care about them: Psalms 55:22 Cast your cares on the Lord and he will sustain you; he will never let the righteous fall.
1Peter 5:7 Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. NIV
I think if you look into our lives from the outside it seems as if we have it "all together" & that we are not affected by the ways of this world...but we are. We are just very private about our problems but the Lord has been telling me that its ok to share. I know that these "distractions" are from the devil to get us of course for what God has in store for our lives:
1 Peter 5:8-10 (New International Version) 8Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. 9Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kind of sufferings. 10And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.
It also gives me hope that there is a purpose for our suffering.
I know that Ryan & I will find our way thru the dark & each time we've been handed a tough sentence...we make it out on the other end stronger as a couple & stronger christians. I'm sure this will be no different. My hope rest in Gods promise that he will never leave us or forsake us (Hebrews 13:5) & that God has great plans for us:
Jeremiah 29:11 (New International Version) 11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
I love this cartoon
http://www.jesussite.com/blog/2007/11/take-up-your-cross/ because it reminds us that God does have a plan for our lives & that no suffering goes with out purpose. Romans 8:28 And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.
Lately, I feel like the Lord is telling me to be content with my life....just as it is & I have tried to rest in His promise to us in John "I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly" (10:10)
I don't know what God's plan is for my life or yours but I know that IN HIM, THROUGH HIM & WITH HIM is the only way I want to live.