My grandmother has been gone for one week today & I miss her SO much! I am happy for her & her new home & that she has a new healthy, whole body. I happy that she is with Jesus & my Paw Paw, her twins that she miscarried & my 3 babies (m/s) but I just miss her. I don't mourn for her, I mourn for us! I'm sad that she won't be here to meet our newest addition (coming in November) but I'm glad that I got the chance to tell her about him/her. I'm sad that Audie won't grow up with her & that Jude (who has a great bond with her) probably won't remember her.
I'm so thankful that I had her as long as I did. I'm thankful that I didnt take her for granted. I truly have NO regrets. In almost every important memory...she was there! I know that she knew how much we loved her & I know that she died peacefully & with family. I just miss her.
I'm so thankful that I had her as long as I did. I'm thankful that I didnt take her for granted. I truly have NO regrets. In almost every important memory...she was there! I know that she knew how much we loved her & I know that she died peacefully & with family. I just miss her.
Audrey 1 day old
Christmas 2006
Picking out my wedding dress!
NYR
2. I want to be more transparent.
I have two reasons for this...first I am learning that the devil uses isolation to deceive you & keep you in bondage. I have also formed some amazing bonds with some women that I would never have if I had not opened up. This is really hard for me bc I am a very private person.
I know I last left you with a post about making some new years resolutions & here we are in May with no list. Rest assured, I have been busy. There are only a few things I want for this year:
1. I want to grow closer to God
2. I want to be more transparent
3. I don't want to waste time
4. I want my family to know they are the most important thing in this world (God 1st of course)
1. I want to grow closer to God.
I am learning that the closer I am to God the harder it is for the devil to bait me. I did a Bible studay this year called "Breaking Free" by Beth Moore. It is AMAZING!!! But I learned that the closer you get to God, the harder it is for the devil to work against you....bc you constantly have scripture & God in your heart. I can't imagine living any other way now.
I am learning that the closer I am to God the harder it is for the devil to bait me. I did a Bible studay this year called "Breaking Free" by Beth Moore. It is AMAZING!!! But I learned that the closer you get to God, the harder it is for the devil to work against you....bc you constantly have scripture & God in your heart. I can't imagine living any other way now.
2. I want to be more transparent.
I have two reasons for this...first I am learning that the devil uses isolation to deceive you & keep you in bondage. I have also formed some amazing bonds with some women that I would never have if I had not opened up. This is really hard for me bc I am a very private person.
3. I dont want to waste time.
I think this is self explanatory....what's the good in wasting time? Also, I'm not promised another day so why would I waste the one I have.
I think this is self explanatory....what's the good in wasting time? Also, I'm not promised another day so why would I waste the one I have.
4 FAMILY!!!
What else is more important than family? I just want them to know it.
What else is more important than family? I just want them to know it.
